[i carry your heart with me everywhere i go]
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Footnote: Please, don’t try to get close to me. I won’t allow it. Time and time again I’ve opened myself up, bit by bit, to those who said they just ‘wanted to know’ and once they knew, they saw me for exactly who I was. I’m not a good person. I am not worth knowing. Above all else, I am definitely not worth loving.
So don’t.
Aidin
cherishmesu@yahoo.com
September 8, 2007 at 4:07 am
Brilliant & Creative !!!!!!!!!!!
Photographs are surreal……….
September 8, 2007 at 4:28 am
Moresense than I’ve seen
in a longest of whiles
Hey, kitten
I love your styles
and the rails of the fence
that keeps you all in
go where you’re going
love where you’ve been
you’re more than I’d hoped
I’d find in a friend
(p.s. tanelorn55 has a login bug
so let’s go with tanelorn54)
September 8, 2007 at 10:27 pm
Beautiful, Sweetheart, you are amazing and I am so proudly beaming over the gorgeous creations of my good friend!
September 9, 2007 at 6:02 am
Still looks good my friend. You never did tell me where you get your amazing pictures , no matter. I’ll look in from time to time! Vaya con Dios!!
September 9, 2007 at 6:57 am
Eric, click the pictures themselves. It’ll take you right to where they came from.
September 9, 2007 at 9:40 am
Keep up the good work…..you are such a talented writer. I love reading your poetry!
Hugs to ya…………….
September 9, 2007 at 10:59 am
Pure genius! Best of luck to you darlin’ in your new venue!! *hugs*
September 9, 2007 at 11:47 am
Beautiful words…beautiful images…stunned!
September 9, 2007 at 3:48 pm
You already know what I think about all of this. You are great, Ruin.
September 9, 2007 at 7:02 pm
wordpress will give you an even better palette & gallery to display your art.
John
September 9, 2007 at 8:05 pm
your angst stirs me like a bubbling brook, lifting to light
those deep crevices of my once wanting heart.
No one can make me weep like you, kindred heart.
YN
September 10, 2007 at 12:15 am
a page FULL of people who think you’re wonderful… i have to add my name to the list!
You’re wonderful!
~Z
September 10, 2007 at 12:33 am
Wow! You’re off and running here I see.
Your stuff always stirs my heart and fills it with…a longing…for want of a better word, like I want to cry but can’t…or something???
You are special.Thanks for sharing it with us ordinary folk.
Peace,
coop
September 10, 2007 at 1:26 pm
Yay, you’re not gone! I always enjoyed reading your pages on SU. Thanks for letting me know where to find you now. - Erin
September 11, 2007 at 5:15 am
Ruiin has risen
The alms have been flung
No loss of momentum, went right up a rung
Fear not the venture, as strong will survive
Unleash all thats tethered, Declare she’s alive!
Sweet spot for your craft
Well wishes….
~Roy
September 11, 2007 at 1:17 pm
I’ve said it to you before,
so I’ll say it again:
You are worth knowing.
So what if you’re not “good”— neither am I.
There are no “good” people,
we’re all messed up,
some just not as openly,
some just a little more socially acceptably.
And above all you’re right.
You’re not “worth” loving.
No one is. And everyone is.
You can’t stop people from caring about you.
You can’t stop me.
You do hold the keys on the close part, though.
John
September 11, 2007 at 9:25 pm
As always… Captivating.
Go back to where you came from… There is a note from a friend.
September 17, 2007 at 8:55 am
I respect your request to ’stay un-close’. I don’t have what you need. But I still admire you and ‘feel’ for you. Mostly, perhaps, because your heart and thoughts echo my own past (a long time ago).
I found my own solutions to the despair (accidentally). I hope you do also.
Hope to keep in touch. Michael, the curmudgeon
September 17, 2007 at 9:14 pm
The frightening part is i’ve seen this place that you live. i’ve lived in a hurt and relished the pain of others that attempted to get close. see i told you so over and over again.
i ask this though. because it is so deep that you feel, go deeper even still, there is another place there that may spring you from the ashes.
maybe from the depths you can actually find a light.
September 17, 2007 at 9:44 pm
I appreciate that, ptosh. And I’m trying. As hard as it may be to find in my words, my heart really wants to see the light.
September 22, 2007 at 3:12 am
your inspiration is magnetic…
September 23, 2007 at 9:12 pm
loving the new site..the format is serving you well..like having the music embedded,, drop by sometime..you know where I am
September 25, 2007 at 4:08 pm
“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless–it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.” -C.S. Lewis
September 28, 2007 at 12:23 am
Hey, I so hate to repeat what EVERYONE says, but you are indeed a gifted writer, I find myself in many of your poems…
Your Nonsense though, not so much…not worth knowing, not worth loving, not a good person? I like you already so forget all that stuff. Try to CHERISH yourself more.
September 29, 2007 at 1:17 pm
You have a nice way of saying things. You are a poet.
October 4, 2007 at 6:22 pm
Your avatar is a royal dagger, a dare to would-be heroes to prove themselves. On the days I feel immortal & tempted to play with sharp objects I will return to read yet more of your poetry.
October 6, 2007 at 1:03 am
As I said before, so much talent.
And I like your new blog.
“You’re beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you”
October 7, 2007 at 2:28 am
keep up the good work.
December 23, 2007 at 7:23 pm
Ok…you aren’t a good person. I’ll accept that and leave you alone there.
You are such a great writer though.
I can separate the two.
All the best sweet poet.
Jan